
Jamaican
1947 – 2004
I sang you love songs
as they dumped us
together
amongst the cockroaches and rats
in the hole of the slave ship
I sang you love songs
when in that stinking hole
I helped you keep alive
for the new world fight to come
I sang you love songs
when they had us
on the auction block
and took you east
dragging me north
I sang you love songs
through my cries
of pain
begging you
please don’t ever forget
me
I sang you love songs
when they took me
for their concubine
and took you
for their stud
I sang you love songs
even when I ceased
to be their concubine
but you couldn’t stop
being their stud
I sang you love songs
when the backra-massa
threw us off our land
paid for
by our sweat and blood
together
I sang you love songs
when you said
‘if we can’t beat them
join them’
and took up with the backra-missis
I sang you love songs
when we got our heads
busted
together
demonstrating for the right
to speak to strike
to politicize
to organize
I sang you love songs
when you cried upon my breast
and I rubbed healing herbs
into your wounds
us both
forgetting
that my own insides were torn
and shredded with wounds
I sang you love songs
when we took up arms
against the enemy
to reclaim our dignity
I sang you love songs
even as you disclaimed
our child
conceived from your hasty seed
shot into my womb
on a one-day furlough
I sang you love songs
after the war
when we worked together
to rebuild a whole people
and a free country
I sang you love songs
when you said
I was no longer bright enough
or good enough
to attend the State dinners
you were now being invited to
I keep singing
you
love songs
even as hate songs
threaten to smother
my very soul
I sing you love songs
Black-man
so you can understand
that I want you
strong
beside me
Singing me love songs too.